My last post was kind of heavy (ok really heavy), but I just wanted to clarify:

My feelings of inadequacy were coming more from society as a whole rather than my friend.  I saw her on Saturday and I discussed all of this with her before publishing that post.  So we're good.  At least from my perspective.  And my statement about how people talk about not knowing true love until becoming a mother - my friend NEVER said anything like that to me.

In other news, I had an interview for a job last Thursday.  This job would be ah-maz-ing.  I don't want to say too much because I don't want to jinx it.  It is based in California, but I could work from home (Alabama).  The interview went well and I was told that the next step would be for me to talk to the rest of the team and that they would follow up with me about that.  I have no idea when that could be.  Interesting tidbit: this company offers insurance with IVF coverage!  Not that I'm even considering doing that again....but good to know.