The past few months have been better than normal. I'm getting back into life so to speak. I joined weight watchers, rejoined the gym, have been reconnecting with friends who I haven't seen in way too long. Facebook pregnancy announcements weren't even bothering me that much. Until a couple of days ago. A guy who was in my MBA class posted that he was going to have a daughter soon. That one hit me hard. I don't know what it was about his announcement that affected me like countless others haven't. I went to his wedding. It feels like it was just yesterday, but it was actually about 4 years ago. Time is flying by.
My birthday was last week. I turned 30. Officially an adult now. I didn't really stress about turning 30. It's just one of those things. Everyone gets older. Eric threw me a surprise party which was very sweet of him. He's not a party planning kind of person.
We got our letter in the mail a couple of weeks ago about our frozen embryo. We have to decide what to do with it. Either pay to store it another year, transfer it, donate it to research, discard it, or donate it to another couple. I know what I want to do, but I don't think it's what Eric wants to do. We'll probably end up just paying to store it another year until I muster up the courage to have that discussion with him.
Work is still awful. I've been asking my boss for a promotion for quite a while now. He agrees that I deserve one, but hasn't done everything that he needs to get it for me. Meanwhile, we hire a new guy who does the same job as me and he's two grades higher than me. Plus I have to train him. Talk about insulting. I'm about to apply for an internal job right now. I've got to get out of here.
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Good to hear from you! :) I'm glad you're feeling like you're in a better place now. Sorry to hear about the work dramas, I had that exact same thing happen to me and it sucks! Can you look for work at another company maybe? Best wishes :)
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